Friday May 29, 2009
I find myself in a place so hungry for more of God that I can hardly stand it. I look around and think, "Where are the others who are hungry for the power and presence of God?" It seems that so many have grown cold and those that are left proclaiming that they are hungry are not doing much to go after more of God… I find myself discouraged and longing for a camaraderie that exists among those on the same path towards the same goal. I go to a great church and I know that God is on the move there; but still I long for more. I have great Pastors, good friends, an amazing husband – but still, I hunger for more than what I am currently experiencing. I want to see that "more than enough God" fill my life with His "more than enough" character and miracles… I see people starving in their marriages, in their health, in their finances, in their god given gifts because the power of God is absent. I do not think it is absent because of God! I believe that God is stirring a hunger in His people, like He is in me, so that we will cry out for more of Him. A few months back I felt an urgency to get involved in an intercessory prayer group, one that was already established, and press in for our churches, our Pastors, ourselves, etc. That has proven to be a difficult task in itself. I thought I was on to something with a friend of mine, but no luck as of yet. I am still on the hunt for that intercessory prayer group where I can join with others, from various churches to cry out for more of God. I pray I find it soon as I sense a real urgency to intercede!
